like a bird leaving the nest. again.
there was a post before this saying that it was already two week that i had been in russia.
now there's only two week left before i have to leave russia. :(
it's so sad, thinking that i would have to leave my family, which can only be reached in physical form by two airplanes and a few transports before the flight and one after. i'd rather stay here, than go back to a place where i don't belong.
i'm getting hormonal lately, i know.
anyway, i had five pieces of pizza today! :D it was really cool, cause the most i've had before was only 2. no, i'm not pregnant, but looking at my tummy right now you would think that i am. haha. i've been getting a lot of offers to web design again, but i'm way too falsdhfsjkdfhking lazy. -.-
plus, i'm trying to work on my old story, the one about nytia (for those of you who has read it before), but lately i've been listening to my stomach and not my head. i need more time. sigh. and my dad said he wanted to change my flight so that i would go home earlier and not be tired out later. it's good and all but... :\
i'm looking forward to some more studying, at least my head wouldn't be so filled with unnecessary stuff. i mean, i'm just trying to live my life with no distractions. love's gotten me so down before that i'm really very scared to love again, no matter if the guy promised to marry me blablah insert sweet talk here blablah. cause i've fell for that before, twice. yes twice! and i'm not going to go for that charming number three, aye? :)
okay, i'm abusing the emotes now. i should go, but not without letting you guys know that it's scream-your-asses-off cold here. woke up this morning, upstairs, where it's usually freaking hot, and i could barely feel my toes move. yeah. i almost lost my toes, but i'm being really over dramatic there. but it's true though, it was so cold that in a hot room, it felt cold. naise, right? haha.
ouh, and did i tell you that i always must have the last word? seriously. i can't let the other person i'm talking to have the last word. it's like this obsessive compulsive disorder i have. only this time it has effected my social conversation. haha god, i'm so lame, i know. -.-
i miss frank. he's on his way going back to conneticut, six hours drive from washington dc. come back soon, frank dude. have a safe trip! (:
now there's only two week left before i have to leave russia. :(
it's so sad, thinking that i would have to leave my family, which can only be reached in physical form by two airplanes and a few transports before the flight and one after. i'd rather stay here, than go back to a place where i don't belong.
i'm getting hormonal lately, i know.
anyway, i had five pieces of pizza today! :D it was really cool, cause the most i've had before was only 2. no, i'm not pregnant, but looking at my tummy right now you would think that i am. haha. i've been getting a lot of offers to web design again, but i'm way too falsdhfsjkdfhking lazy. -.-
plus, i'm trying to work on my old story, the one about nytia (for those of you who has read it before), but lately i've been listening to my stomach and not my head. i need more time. sigh. and my dad said he wanted to change my flight so that i would go home earlier and not be tired out later. it's good and all but... :\
i'm looking forward to some more studying, at least my head wouldn't be so filled with unnecessary stuff. i mean, i'm just trying to live my life with no distractions. love's gotten me so down before that i'm really very scared to love again, no matter if the guy promised to marry me blablah insert sweet talk here blablah. cause i've fell for that before, twice. yes twice! and i'm not going to go for that charming number three, aye? :)
okay, i'm abusing the emotes now. i should go, but not without letting you guys know that it's scream-your-asses-off cold here. woke up this morning, upstairs, where it's usually freaking hot, and i could barely feel my toes move. yeah. i almost lost my toes, but i'm being really over dramatic there. but it's true though, it was so cold that in a hot room, it felt cold. naise, right? haha.
ouh, and did i tell you that i always must have the last word? seriously. i can't let the other person i'm talking to have the last word. it's like this obsessive compulsive disorder i have. only this time it has effected my social conversation. haha god, i'm so lame, i know. -.-
i miss frank. he's on his way going back to conneticut, six hours drive from washington dc. come back soon, frank dude. have a safe trip! (:
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