her sorry note
it's been a while since i last blogged. college has started, and i'm bombarded with projects and assignments and a lot of other things that i have to meet by the end of the day for the whole week of the whole month. of course, the month hasn't even finished yet and i'm already super tired.
anyway, that wasn't my point. a few things happened lately, and i thought i just needed to express it all out before i have one of my mental breakdowns again.
feel free to exit right now or stay and face the consequences of reading a yucky post. (:
congratulations to those of you who exited. but you won't be able to see this anyway. so it doesn't matter.
for those of you who stayed, well... you were fairly warned.
earlier this month on a weekend i had to go to town in search of a few items. so i asked a friend of mine if she could follow with. and she said no.
the thing that made her say no was because she wanted to spend her weekend with her boyfie. sure, nothing wrong with that, since i could tell that she missed him a lot during the two months holiday. but what made me sad, upset and angry was that for the second time i asked her the day before i wanted to go to town, she said she would follow me suit.
right. what changed her mind? yes, that's it. her boyfriend.
she changed her bloody friggin' mind because apparently she wanted to see how much he loved her. waaaay to use your friend. (: okay, that was not really what made me angry. what made me angry was that in all of her expense, she had rather throw away her friends in order to spend time with her boyfie. oh hello, bitch much? i need a friend. she sees her boyfriend every single day, even for an hour.
she didn't want to follow me to town because she wanted to be there with me. she just wanted to see how much he loved her. god. -.- the short brain waves in lovebirds nowadays!
but yeah, i was sorta mean to her. i know she can't change in a short period of time but basically... yeah.
and i had a fight with another friend of mine, who's name shall not be mentioned.
he's a nice guy, overall. although he talks to me in a way that you could call it disrespect, or maybe degrading my morality. call it whatever you may. i don't really care. what i care about is that i had a fight with him, because of a stupid mistake i've done. i degraded him to his two best friends, which i didn't do on purpose. those who know me well knows that i talk without thinking of what i was about to say most of the time. yes, most. so he thought he knew me well. called me a hypocrite, that bastard did. so i blocked him. okay, there was a convo involved, but we really don't need to get into the details.
basically, i blocked him and his two bitches. :) happy ending? not really. but it was better than getting called a hypocrite than being called a hypocrite. sure, i apologized, but he was just... oh, you know how guys are lah, kannn? ;\
it's saddening. but amin was right, i don't need to care cause i apologized. it is all up to him.
(note: i saw those two girl friends of his. ruined my day it did. i mean hello, sumpah tak kemana lah kalau kau berlagak budget hot sangat, okay?)
i'm grateful for having friends like amin fadhli and ahmad amzar. thanks guys for giving me guidance when my brain is scattered and gave me a good slap when i needed it. especially kau amin, :) <3 thanks brooo. my regards to elina. ;)
anyway, that wasn't my point. a few things happened lately, and i thought i just needed to express it all out before i have one of my mental breakdowns again.
feel free to exit right now or stay and face the consequences of reading a yucky post. (:
congratulations to those of you who exited. but you won't be able to see this anyway. so it doesn't matter.
for those of you who stayed, well... you were fairly warned.
earlier this month on a weekend i had to go to town in search of a few items. so i asked a friend of mine if she could follow with. and she said no.
the thing that made her say no was because she wanted to spend her weekend with her boyfie. sure, nothing wrong with that, since i could tell that she missed him a lot during the two months holiday. but what made me sad, upset and angry was that for the second time i asked her the day before i wanted to go to town, she said she would follow me suit.
right. what changed her mind? yes, that's it. her boyfriend.
she changed her bloody friggin' mind because apparently she wanted to see how much he loved her. waaaay to use your friend. (: okay, that was not really what made me angry. what made me angry was that in all of her expense, she had rather throw away her friends in order to spend time with her boyfie. oh hello, bitch much? i need a friend. she sees her boyfriend every single day, even for an hour.
she didn't want to follow me to town because she wanted to be there with me. she just wanted to see how much he loved her. god. -.- the short brain waves in lovebirds nowadays!
but yeah, i was sorta mean to her. i know she can't change in a short period of time but basically... yeah.
and i had a fight with another friend of mine, who's name shall not be mentioned.
he's a nice guy, overall. although he talks to me in a way that you could call it disrespect, or maybe degrading my morality. call it whatever you may. i don't really care. what i care about is that i had a fight with him, because of a stupid mistake i've done. i degraded him to his two best friends, which i didn't do on purpose. those who know me well knows that i talk without thinking of what i was about to say most of the time. yes, most. so he thought he knew me well. called me a hypocrite, that bastard did. so i blocked him. okay, there was a convo involved, but we really don't need to get into the details.
basically, i blocked him and his two bitches. :) happy ending? not really. but it was better than getting called a hypocrite than being called a hypocrite. sure, i apologized, but he was just... oh, you know how guys are lah, kannn? ;\
it's saddening. but amin was right, i don't need to care cause i apologized. it is all up to him.
(note: i saw those two girl friends of his. ruined my day it did. i mean hello, sumpah tak kemana lah kalau kau berlagak budget hot sangat, okay?)
i'm grateful for having friends like amin fadhli and ahmad amzar. thanks guys for giving me guidance when my brain is scattered and gave me a good slap when i needed it. especially kau amin, :) <3 thanks brooo. my regards to elina. ;)
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