that empty feeling

i'm on my mid semester break now. :S

not sure of 'why the face?' but maybe because i'm not really fond of these sort of breaks. probably because i don't have anyone to go back to. just my aunt. and yeah...

for those of you who is interested in what happened after the last post, i'm not that particularly close with this girl friend of mine now, but we still talk to each other. i still can't accept the fact that she's so dependent on her not-so good boyfie, all cause i can tell where all of this is leading to, especially since she's always having fights with him. ehck.

and the guy? same old same old. i think he's a 'good riddance' for me now. i mean, who would want to be friends with a person like that?

can't really judge people now, can we, but it's a feeling i'm so familiar with.

eh.

anyway, i feel much worse as of since. don't know why. i'm just trying to get on my day without having to think about my feelings. i'm so anti social now that i don't even care of my feelings. great, no?

le sigh. i'm off. ttys babes! xoxo